i'm home alone..

I just feel extra horrible on the weekends, when I look and see everyone i know spending time with their loved ones.

The feelings starts to conquer me this morning. I felt so sad when i left my house to go to work. Hugs and kisses from him makes me feel better but it's just for a while. I came home to an empty, lonely house..it was sad and empty feeling. My weekend without him. I miss MY husband and I couldn't stop thinking about him.

He's out of KL from friday to sunday..he said maybe late evening he'll reaching home...haih...He went to N9 for Fotball Tournament.. and i now that he loves football so much and i will not asking him to stop playing but i will give him my full support to him..but why the tournament scheduled on weekend?

I am trying to do all the right things, I just miss him soooo terribly much and it feels as if I will never get over him or stop this insane crying..I just miss his touch, his smile, his voice, his smell, and just our time together...

Love you so much......b